{"id":1201,"date":"2014-01-12T11:17:00","date_gmt":"2014-01-12T11:17:00","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"2021-11-15T08:53:47","modified_gmt":"2021-11-15T08:53:47","slug":"comeback","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.booksandlilies.com\/index.php\/2014\/01\/12\/comeback\/","title":{"rendered":"Comeback"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\n    I’ve made a break from blogging to pull myself together
\nafter that horrible October and take some time to mourn, rest and try to
\ncontinue with everyday life. I like to keep personal things private and away
\nfrom the blog, yet this time I just couldn’t pretend that nothing happened and
\ncontinue writing about cosmetics and stuff while my whole life tore apart.  Miscarriage is one of those things that you
\nnever completely recover from, but you have to try to stay sane for your
\nfamily, friends and future children’s sake. <\/i><\/span><\/div>\n
\nHere are some pics I made this month in my home town. Everything seems very festive these days – Christmas decorations are everywhere and  the streets are crowded with people, yet I chose black&white mode because I’ ve never done it before with my photos of Belgrade, so I was curious how would they look like. <\/i><\/span><\/div>\n
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\n   Posle izvesnog vremena koje je potrebno za oporavak i
\nvra\u0107anje starom na\u010dinu \u017eivota, odlu\u010dila sam i da nastavim sa ovom svojom blog
\navanturom i dru\u017eenju sa divnim devojkama koje gotovo svakodnevno sre\u0107em u ovom
\nvirtualnom svetu. Pre tri meseca sam zanemarila svoje nepisano pravilo da ne pi\u0161em o
\nli\u010dnim stvarima na blogu. Jednostavno, nisam mogla da se pravim kao da se ni\u0161ta
\nnije dogodilo i da nastavim da pi\u0161em o kremicama i ostalim sitnicama dok mi se
\n\u017eivot raspada. Gubitak bebe je ne\u0161to \u0161to, sigurna sam, nijedna \u017eena ne mo\u017ee u
\npotpunosti da preboli, ali se iz sve snage trudim da ostanem pribrana i nadasve
\nzdrava radi svoje porodice, prijatelja i eventualnog budu\u0107eg potomstva. Moj
\ndivni kuni\u0107 je tako\u0111e bio deo bloga i deo male porodice koju \u010dinimo moj suprug
\ni ja i \u017eelela sam da se i ovde na neki na\u010din oprostim s njim. Nedostaje mi
\nsvakog dana. Svima vama koji ste mi poslali poruke podr\u0161ke i pozitivnih misli
\nse od srca zahvaljujem i obe\u0107avam da vas vi\u0161e ne\u0107u izlagati crnim mislima. <\/span><\/div>\n
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\nOdlu\u010dili smo da ne slavimo Novu godinu, ali smo Bo\u017ei\u0107 proveli
\nsa mojima. Tako je dobra stvar kad imate veliku porodicu, uvek se ne\u0161to de\u0161ava
\ni stan odzvanja smehom, razgovorom i prijateljskim zadirkivanjima. <\/span><\/div>\n
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\nNadam se da ste lepo proveli praznike, okru\u017eeni ljudima koje
\nvolite i da \u0107e nam 2014. godina svima biti sre\u0107nija i uspe\u0161nija nego prethodne. <\/span><\/div>\n
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    I’ve made a break from blogging to pull myself together after that horrible October and take some time to mourn, rest and try to continue with everyday life. I like to keep personal things private and away from the blog, yet this time I just couldn’t pretend that nothing happened and continue writing…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_mi_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[6,5],"class_list":["post-1201","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-journal","tag-winter"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.booksandlilies.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1201","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.booksandlilies.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.booksandlilies.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.booksandlilies.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.booksandlilies.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1201"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.booksandlilies.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1201\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.booksandlilies.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1201"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.booksandlilies.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1201"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.booksandlilies.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1201"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}